I finally know,
i am never in your eyes,
never.......

Maybe loving you is a wrong decision.
hurts me, and you...
Really... it's really the time to let go,
before both of us get worse....

I am still waiting for that name to appear on my tagboard,
waited for a very long time,
and nvr giving it up waiting for it.

Due to the overwhelmimg responses of THAT request,
i think i agree.
So yeah,
tahan more when you are in here,
because my links are gone,
for now and maybe ever.

Sorry guys, i had to do this, its for your own good.

Due to the overwhelmimg responses of THAT request,
i think i agree.
So yeah,
tahan more when you are in here,
because my links are gone,
for now and maybe ever.

Sorry guys, i had to do this, its for your own good.

Today we had our history test.
And it was rather difficult,
i think i got it wrong for Source B.

And we cooked Char Kuey Teow instead of Mee Goreng.
Cause wrong ingredients.
But it was nice also.
And i enjoyed it a lot.

Today,
Something really happened to me.
And it happen in the canteen
around 2.05pm.

That was my first time writing my true feelings all this time.
In chinese, and cried miraculously.
I did not want the others to see me crying,
but they did.

I was so embarrassed that time.
And thought something would happen ltr.
Believe me, i would complete my writing,
ending with at least 3 pieces of chinese foolscap paper.
With both sides filled.

(Below is a conversation on phone between My friend and I)
(I wanted to call her but it was her brother that was on phone)

??:Hello?
Me: Hello, may i look for "...."
??: Oh! You are Syron ah?
Me:Yeah?...
??:Oh that very caring boy rite?
Me:Er......Yeah kind of.
?? Wait ah... Jieh!!

Walao, i was like laughing my guts out lor.
Caring, thats the first time someone ever called me that.

Whew....
Was so tiring settling down 1 Character,1 Excel,1 Thinking And 1 Caring.
The corridor below our classroom

Damn noisy sia.
Sec 2 prefect also cnt handle.
Then a while ltr like got 3 or 4 prefect walk here help.

Today finally know how fierce Hong Chye is,
was like so scared when he scolds people.

Ok~~~
4 more weeks to our common test.
i think so.
Lets work hard during these 4 weeks, together.
I hope that there will be no failures.

Very long nvr post le.
Feel so down, and feel neglected.

There are many, many pearls in the sea,

Most are flawed to some degrees.

But of all that are,and will ever be,

you are the most perfect pearl for me.

I didn't go school today,

and seriously thinking of you guys.

All of a sudden,

i feel that going to school is the best time we had in our lifes.

Even if i have not recovered from today's sickness,

i will still push myself to go to school.

Cause every tuedays from now onwards,

is very interesting.

But i am being selfish here.

Just to attend my day,

and cause you guys to be infected by my sickness,

isn't that selfish.

So should i still go to school tmr.

I hope yes,

and maybe not.

Rodin would br hard-pressed to find,

a better model for his art.

As i would be to find in life,

a better comrade for my heart

Your love is like a mountain stream.

flowing from an endless spring.

Quiet night of quiet stars, quiet chord from my guitar.

Floating on the silence that surrounds us.

Quiet thoughts and quiet dreams, quiet walks by quiet streams,

and the window that looks out on the mountains and the sea