On the verge of crying just now.....
You just didn't see it....
and is that a good thing.....?

Guys, honestly am i that irritating?
You can really say it out on the tagboard section.
Even if you say i sucks to the core or
I am the worst person in the universe.
I won't mind, i just want a honest answer....

If you are sad, don worry...
I would be too....

You always have friends siding with you....
You don't have to worry being neglected...
Wats the point of being in your life when i cnt even do anything,
anything to even help you.

This is the 13th time.....
13th.......

Don't be so emo usually pls....
My heart hurts seriously you know.....

I know i have no right to say this.....
i just wanna tell you...
how important you exactly are to me....

Just to tell you guys,
i recently just knew that i am the oldest among my level..
in the lunar calander,
i just smiled. then asked why,
my mum say cause i was born on lunar 1st january 1997...
I was like so seriously shocked.....

and she told me i brought luck to my family,
i asked her why too.
She say i was trying to get out of her womb for 3 times,
and those three times i was shocked like shit too..
1st time- Trying to come out on 24th December(Christmas Eve)
but couldn't come out....
2nd time-Tyring to come out again on 31st december(New Year Eve)
Still couldn't come out....
3rd time- finally come out, but i was early....February 7th(Lunar Oldest in 13 years old)
Too bad my dad's fren child came out on 1am.
I came out on 10.45pm
The doctor say my mother should not have born early,
because pre-mature, so i came out on February 7th,
one week earlier.
If i was born on February 14th,
I am the so called Heaven god son.....
So....
I was like going to faint when i heard this...
I asked my relatives...
and they said it was real.....

Okay...
the last part is kinda freaking me out.
Even i couldn understand it...

The whole story goes into a world of no one,
except for three of them,
Li Qing Ming Li ang Ying Xiong.

They started talking about wat had exactly happened years back...
The moment they started nodding their heads and not answering.
I was like...
Oh~~ Hantus.....
Then after explaining,
Ah Ling, And all the other contributing actors came out and speak.

Well thats not all,
the ending is so obvious that we know he died.
He walked into a path of light and the back stage opens up.
Letting us see how big it was.
Thats how we know the story ended.
So guys..
You should really watch it if you have the chance.
I am saying just for letting you guys know the briefly explanation.
Bye guys, not posting long today...

Final 2nd episode.....

Why did i say that i would not hope that they find them if i knew the story??
Continuing.....

The song stops and Oh My God!!!
Ming Li fell to the ground,
after calling him several times,
he was confirmed.... dead.....

Of course we cried,
needless to say.
Why would he die?
remember i told you he had symptoms of heart attack,
yeah,
but it was so unlucky to happen now.
So.....?
Did Ying Xiong know wat excatly wat happened years back?
wait.......
Final Episode......

Where did i stop?....
Parents meeting...

Oh yeah..

When Li Qing called Yang Guang's parent to come,
it was during that december night again,
raining......
When the parents came,
the whole theathre was like Oh My God.
Yeah, i think you guys know it,
Yang Guang's mother was Ah Ling(Li Qing's friend)
Yang Guang's father was Ying Xiong.

The whole thing is this...
Ah Ling was married to another guy,
but that guy died,
leaving with only Ying Xiong to take care of the both of them.
So Ying Xiong was only Yang Guang's Stepfather.

But Li Qing doesn't care, cause Ying Xiong didn't wait for her that year.
Ying Xiong was about to say that he doesn't know about shr being trapped.
but Li Qing covered her ears cause she didn't want to listen.

Meng Yu and Yang Guang was sad that they couldn't be together,
but....
They sang a song, and they kissed each others lips ON THE STAGE ITSELF...
we all clapped of course.
And Yang Guang said told her to go back China with Ying Xiong and him.
To scared the hell out of Li Qing.

But their plan turned out to fail.
Ming Li knew they were heading to the airport because,
Meng Yu couldn't be with Yang Guang.
Ming Li told Li Qing，
“上次你已经错过了机会，这次也不要再错过了”

And they rushed to the airport.
The song plays along as they were in search of Meng Yu and Yang Guang.
Finally, the song stops and they have found them.
But, i would hope he won't go and find them if i knew the story....
Why???
What exactly happened later??
Final 2 episodes of December rains shorten version....

Continue from where i stop....

He stood there,
opening the letter and read it out.

The letter wrote(Briefly the important points)
“英雄，我不能和你去大陆了。 我爸他把我关在房间里，一个星期后才能出来。
你说过要等我的，你一定要等我。”
This part was just normal, UNTIL.....
“还有，你快要做爸爸了，我爱你，英雄”
That was my first cry......

The curtains closed,bringing time back to now(When Li Qing and friends are old)
Ying Xiong came back already, but they never met.
Until this two characters came out....
Meng Yu and Yang Guang.

They loved each other, but Meng Yu(Li Qing's daughter) was not allowed to marry him.
Because Ying Xiong went to China, and Yang Guang is from China too.
So she didn't want Meng Yu to marry Yang Guang.

Until Meng Yu confide to Ming Li, her uncle,
Ming Li decided to talk Li Qing out.
By then, Ming Li was old already, and had symptoms of heart attack,
it could happen anytime,

Li Qing didn't want Meng Yu to marry Yang Guang just because of Ying Xiong,
and Ming Li is somehow saying that she is selfish.
Ming Li says that she have to let go of Ying Xiong.

Li Qing after much consideration,decided to listen to Ming Li,
and therefore, wanted a parents meeting.
But somehow, the parents meeting, was rather not a parents meeting.

What do I mean by that?
Why does the parent meeting turned out to be bad?
Next time.....

Continue from where i stopped...

Ok,
Ming Li and A went to comfort her,
Ming Li was the person who help them meet each other,
by passing a letter that she wrote,
now, Ming Li had to pass this one to Ying Xiong,
which is super important.

And so Ming Li went to the pier and find Ying Xiong,
telling him that Li Qing couldn't come,
but Ying Xiong kept saying that,
Li Qing chooses her parents instead of him.
He is utterly dissapointed,
Ming Li scolded him for not trusting her,
and says that
“利青要我把这个。。”
Then Ah Ling interrupted that The ship had to go.
And Ying Xiong said that "Li Qing wouldn't come now,
i thought she would choose me, but instead..."
Then Ming Li reprimanded him and saying a lot of things about Li Qing,
until when he says,
“其实利青她被。。”
then Ah Ling says again,
英雄，船真的要走了。
Then Ying Xiong Straight away asked him,
“对了，你刚才说利青要给我什么？”
Then Ming Li says,
“没有！！，没什么！”
Then Ying Xiong leaves,
during that December rain......

Ming Li stood under the rain,
Thinking wat was inside,
and he opened it,
When the whole letter was read out,
I think everyone in the theather cried,
i coulod hear thier voices.
Follow by a OH SHIT!!!(By me)

Wat did the letter write, that could actually made us cry?
Really i have to go now, ltr i am going to continue.

This blog is getting more inactive.....
Because of me....
Sorry blog.. I just revived you....

Ok......
August 10,
wnet to watch December rains（雨季）
it was so freaking nice!!!

So not wat i had expected,
cried 5times only,
haven rise my feelings to max....

As the story goes one,
i started to learn more about love.
And now,
I totally forgetten.

At least i had an enjoyable time with......
with.....
Okay, i have no enjoyable time with anyone.....
Liang Wei is with other girls,
and both of us are the only boys in the sec 1 level.

And oh my gosh!!!
I saw Charline, William, Shi Yun, Hong Ye and many more!!
So cool.
But that day i was so freaking Paiseh,
I am the ONE AND ONLY EVGian to wear uniform there,
So paiseh right?

Anyway,
the storyline is so sad,
The main characters i think are these,
Li Qing, Ying Xiong, Ming Li,
The show kick off with A pair of couple,
which i don think is the main characters,
and Meng Yu, Yang Guang, which will be important ltr.

This story starts with Li Qing and Ming Li had became old,
And Li Qing's friend (Forgotten the name, shall call it A),
asked her to find her second half.

Li Qing says that she don want,
cause when she was young, she had a very tragic happening.
And the curtains closed, bring time back when Ying Xiong and Li Qing officially meets each other.

They meet when Her friend Ah Ling told her that,
Ying Xiong was a poor student, but has very good results.
So he Half Study And Half Work.
And he is the student leader,
Planning to 推翻 something,
i forget liao.

Then, Li Qing was already in love with Ying Xiong,
And Ying Xiong have to go back China, 建设祖国。
Li Qing decides to go with him,
before that, they want to engage in marriage before proceeding to China
But her mother came and told Li Qing that her father was seriously ill.

And so,
she ran home to check.
But when she came back.
Her father was standing right there.
Totally fine.

Her mother said that she recieved news that she is secretly engaging,
so she was caught and brought into her room, locked up for a week.
Their trip was 3 days later,
adn Ying Xiong told her that he would wait.

Now,
Would She appear at the pier?
If she did, wat had happened during that time?
If she didn't, wat happened to Ying Xiong?

Now i have to go out,
sorry that i couldn't continue here.
I would continue later

how i wished it was you.....

Yesterday went to the bowling centre in Yishun,
to see my mother competing.

Total there are 96 people,
24team, 4 per team.
My mothers team is called The Baggers.

But they are not.....
First game,
Total team score is 533.
My mother 123 only.
5th....

So my mother had already anticipated that she would not get any prize this year
She had gotten the trophy for 2005,2007,2009,2010
So i was soo happy for her.

I also thought that there is no hope,
as the 8striker would be back.
He has strike 8 times consectively last time,
but this year not...

Second Game,
Total team score(I see with my own eyes and cnt believe.)
623.
Gotten a trophy for high game(Highest team score per game)
My mother 168,
Womens individual 1st runner up...(Highest women individual per game)

But the thing is that,
the person in charge thought my mom is a Male!!

Then nvr get the prize!!
Until we are walkiing back home then realise...
So sad.

Total Team score(Both games)
1156(2nd)
Gotten another trophy....

Then Womens Individual Total(Both Games)
Highest is Milliet Cabrera(Dunno who is she)
300...
sadded.....
My mother 1st runner up,
290...
So this year total 3 trophies,
also very happy,
first time sia.

The trophies in total she get is 7(Too bad that she didn't get the another trophy)
2005, -Team Event 5th
2007, -Team High Game 5th
-Ladies Individual 5th Runner up
2009, -Team Event 2nd Runner up
2010, -Team High Game
-Team Event 1st runner up
- Ladies individual 1st runner up

I am gonna change my playlist,
and making it the one and only song played in my blog.
It is a Japanese Song,
that made me cry some time during term 1.....

Although the starting seems happy,
but in the middle of the song,
it becomes sad....

I am sorry to everyone who tried to encourage me not to cry,
i still cry nowadays.
My class had so many couples now...
and i am somehow happy for them...
I hope the whole class gets paired up,
but needless to say,
there will only be 19pairs maximum,
cause i would be the only one left out,
with another one....

Do we have common test?
I hope so....
Guys...
If you are bored after school During Monday And Tuesday,
feel free to come to 2excel,
i would be there,
sometimes.....

The most heartbroken thing is not when someone says goodbye to you,
but is when the person says goodbye to you and nvr comes back....