I finally know,
i am never in your eyes,
never.......

Maybe loving you is a wrong decision.
hurts me, and you...
Really... it's really the time to let go,
before both of us get worse....

I am still waiting for that name to appear on my tagboard,
waited for a very long time,
and nvr giving it up waiting for it.

Due to the overwhelmimg responses of THAT request,
i think i agree.
So yeah,
tahan more when you are in here,
because my links are gone,
for now and maybe ever.

Sorry guys, i had to do this, its for your own good.

Due to the overwhelmimg responses of THAT request,
i think i agree.
So yeah,
tahan more when you are in here,
because my links are gone,
for now and maybe ever.

Sorry guys, i had to do this, its for your own good.

Today we had our history test.
And it was rather difficult,
i think i got it wrong for Source B.

And we cooked Char Kuey Teow instead of Mee Goreng.
Cause wrong ingredients.
But it was nice also.
And i enjoyed it a lot.

Today,
Something really happened to me.
And it happen in the canteen
around 2.05pm.

That was my first time writing my true feelings all this time.
In chinese, and cried miraculously.
I did not want the others to see me crying,
but they did.

I was so embarrassed that time.
And thought something would happen ltr.
Believe me, i would complete my writing,
ending with at least 3 pieces of chinese foolscap paper.
With both sides filled.

(Below is a conversation on phone between My friend and I)
(I wanted to call her but it was her brother that was on phone)

??:Hello?
Me: Hello, may i look for "...."
??: Oh! You are Syron ah?
Me:Yeah?...
??:Oh that very caring boy rite?
Me:Er......Yeah kind of.
?? Wait ah... Jieh!!

Walao, i was like laughing my guts out lor.
Caring, thats the first time someone ever called me that.

Whew....
Was so tiring settling down 1 Character,1 Excel,1 Thinking And 1 Caring.
The corridor below our classroom

Damn noisy sia.
Sec 2 prefect also cnt handle.
Then a while ltr like got 3 or 4 prefect walk here help.

Today finally know how fierce Hong Chye is,
was like so scared when he scolds people.

Ok~~~
4 more weeks to our common test.
i think so.
Lets work hard during these 4 weeks, together.
I hope that there will be no failures.

Very long nvr post le.
Feel so down, and feel neglected.

There are many, many pearls in the sea,

Most are flawed to some degrees.

But of all that are,and will ever be,

you are the most perfect pearl for me.

I didn't go school today,

and seriously thinking of you guys.

All of a sudden,

i feel that going to school is the best time we had in our lifes.

Even if i have not recovered from today's sickness,

i will still push myself to go to school.

Cause every tuedays from now onwards,

is very interesting.

But i am being selfish here.

Just to attend my day,

and cause you guys to be infected by my sickness,

isn't that selfish.

So should i still go to school tmr.

I hope yes,

and maybe not.

Rodin would br hard-pressed to find,

a better model for his art.

As i would be to find in life,

a better comrade for my heart

Your love is like a mountain stream.

flowing from an endless spring.

Quiet night of quiet stars, quiet chord from my guitar.

Floating on the silence that surrounds us.

Quiet thoughts and quiet dreams, quiet walks by quiet streams,

and the window that looks out on the mountains and the sea

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qX_tqs7MQdk

okaysss...

This is a nice song,

Somehow reflects on wat i am thinking now.

男人不该让女人流泪-蘇永康

你说我让你看不清楚,

你说你害怕在爱中迷.

途舍不得你哭,如果是我让你觉得无助.

让我告诉你我对这一切有多在乎.

如何证明我深情的吻,

才能呵护你脆弱的灵魂.

我愿用生命阻挡任何能伤害你的人.

就算被冷落,就算犯错,我都不走.

喔~相信我,

无悔无求,

我愿为你,

放弃所有男人不该让女人流泪,

至少我尽力而为.

喔~相信我,

别再闪躲,

我愿陪你,

直到最后男人不该让女人流泪,

至少我尽力而为,

相信我.

如何证明我深情的吻,

才能呵护你脆弱的灵魂.

我愿用生命阻挡任何能伤害你的人,

就算被冷落就算犯错我都不走.

喔~相信我,

无悔无求,

我愿为你,

放弃所有男人不该让女人流泪.

至少我尽力而为,

喔~相信我,

别再闪躲,

我愿陪你,

直到最后男人不该让女人流泪.

至少我尽力而为,

相信我.

喔~相信我,
无悔无求,
我愿为你,
放弃所有男人不该让女人流泪.
至少我尽力而为,
喔~相信我,
别再闪躲,
我愿陪你,
直到最后男人不该让女人流泪.
至少我尽力而为,
相信我.

相信我.

I hope you guys know the song,
The Water Side(在水一方).
Its a chinese song,
originally by Teresa Tang.


But i heard the one sang by Jiro Wang.
He sings well,
a fan of him should know.
And that song,
was the song that started me being emotional.


And the times you all see me crying in class,
I was singing that song then.
This was only just one song that could make me cry.

There were 3 of them,
2 chinese and 1 english.

So nicely that i could fit them into the top 3s.



1st- The Water Side(在水一方)[Jiro Wang]
2nd-Viva Forever
3rd-(你是我所有的回憶)[Calvin Chen][辰亦儒]

This are the three songs that would make me cry.

The Water Side-10+(Would cry when heard or sing)
Vivaforever-twice(Hear but did not sing along)
(你是我所有的回憶)[Calvin Chen][辰亦儒]-twice(Cried when singing along)

So thats how i became so emotional....

Would anything i do, make you forgive me?

Today was rather tiring and fun.
During Art period,
we made our own things.
It was so cute and fun.
I made Snowman and Turtle,
they were so freaking cute!!

During PE,
we ran 1.6km.
It was so damn tiring.
My leg hit onto the stairs,
and could not run the last round.
So i walked back to the gathering place.

Higher Chinese Lesson,
Dunno who went to draw something on the board,
then kenna by teacher.
Feel sad for the person.

Morning assembly,
Mrs Tan asked me if she could access my blog,
I gave her my blog url,
i quite afraid that she will do something to it.

Sometimes i should really control myself.
Sometimes i should really shut my mouth.
Sometimes i should really say things at the right time.
Sometimes i should really leave her alone.

Sometimes i feel that i am shameless.
Sometimes i feel that i am an idiot.
Sometimes i feel that i am helpless.
And sometimes i even feel that,i shouldn't appear.

Sometimes i laugh,
Sometimes i cry.
Sometimes i laugh when i cry,
Sometimes i cry, when i laugh,

Sometimes i am easy going,
Sometimes i am irritating.

Sometimes i know you,
Sometimes i don't.

Some words at sometime should not be said,
Some expressions at sometime cnt be made.

Those three words i saw,
was the most ever hurtful moment i have.
Anything you see now,
maybe rise the anger in you.

Say what you want,
Scold all you can,
i am all ears.

Yeah cried two days in a row,

thanks to my lovely classmates.

My attidude has become bad,

Literature and Chemistry,

Didn't bring my file and books.

Lastly,

i was late today.

I had a diarhoea,

and was thinking whether i should go to school,

cause i was late already,

so i might as well stay at home right?

No.....

Seriously, i would miss you guys when i am not in school but you are in.

and i am being irresponsible if i did not attend lesson.

So yeah,

I went to school.

Reached about 8.05am

Congratulations to all the Sec 1 nominees who had make it,
and sorry for those who didn't.

You can still try again next year,
with more experience,
you will make it to the prefectorial board.

Well, i should be happy now,
but it seems not.
Maybe because some of our dear frens didn't make it.
As secondary 1s, we would definitely hope that everyone of us make it.

Looks like i am going to be scolded again tmr,
for not doing my work,
History and Literature.

Tmr is our day.
I think we should celebrate with our frens.
This yr frens i think no time.
They busy with their things.

Then i will be the lonely boy.
Lonely~~ I am so lonely~~

Sian,
at home nothing to do,
Anyone tell me wat to do?

History hasn't really started yet,

we are still on how to investigate.

Really hope that i can pass my History Exam.

Home Econs i did not bring my file, book.

Teacher just ask stand nia.

And throughout the whole 2 period,

i was just sitting there,

trying to be awake.

Maths,

normal.

Nothing much to say.

Just quite bored when the bell rang,

When it started to be CCD lesson.

CCD was rather fun to you guys.

I saw you guy laughing throughout the lesson.

Well, when teacher told me to express my ideas,

the reason why i didn't,

is not that i don't have anything.

Is just something teachers shouldn't know

but since i handed it up.

They will soon know.

You guys would know it too.

Sanjna. Ali and Tarif may know it.

Guys, pls remember always,

Love is EVERYTHING

Yeah,

Changed everything,

i know it sucks,

but just trying out.

Nothing much happened, just feeling that everyone starting's to love Ms thomas Lesson.

Including me.

The sec 2's said that they went to the memorial place of the people during WW2.

I think they said that.

PE was like so freaking mad.

I would rather run around the field.

Couldn't take it anymore in the final round.

Maths i was like sooo happy,

i didn't bring my file and my book.

Teacher just see i got my homework on the table then walk off

I was like soo lucky today.

Literature i didn't do anything.

As you all can see,

My hands held nothing.

Except for air.

I am so going to deduct 5 marks in my project.

Okay, so i had prefered Mdm Arleen,

but miss Farha brought us to the specturm the first lesson.

And i was like so freaking happy.

I still dunno the teacher were the boys or the girl.

LSS was like so fun too.

Had so much fun squeezing the thing.

Playing with the buttons,

and compreesing it.

Use it as a railgun to shoot Yu Han,

ya i was being lame and childish i know.

Stayed back to wait for CCA,

waited till 2.45opm,

then teacher say,

CCA resumes next week la.

Then we were like so happy and so sad.

Ya.

Tomorrow i dunno whether nid to brnig apron for Home econs

First lesson mah,

so i think better bring,

just in case.

Was so fed up when teacher told us,

there will be CCD lesson in the last period,

i was like WTF,

thought that i could go home at 11.20am.

Make me happy for a moment when i saw the timetable.

Ohya.

The tagboard is all the way down of the blog.

Sorry that i placed it wrongly

And remember,

love is EVERYTHING