Why am i always talking to myself,
saying myself stupid and those negative things.
Am i really stupid?

By asking if i am stupid, am i stupid?
By posting things abt me being stupid, am i stupid?
Asking myself over and over again, am i stupid?

I didn't regret choosing Evergreen,
cause people i meet here are all very nice people.
I could choose Ahmad Ibrahim,
but i come here, cause it comes to my mind at the first place.
When my father called to Hong Kong from Singapore,
to tell me my PSLE grades.

I was very happy.
I told myself to choose the Highest Aggregate School.
Which was Ahmad Ibrahim, Aggregate of 223.
But the first school that comes to my mind was Evergreen.
I always trust my feelings.

But when i submit the form,
my first choice was Riverside,
I knew it was impossible,
but i forgotten to put Ahmad Ibrahim into my second,
so second choice was Evergreen.

Maybe i was fated to forget at that time,
if i had remembered,
i wouldnt have met her.
if i nvr met her, my personality would not have changed,
if my personality had not changed, i wouldnt turned emo.
If i had not turned emo, this blog would not exist.
if this blog doesn exist, wat will my life be?

这些一切的一切，都已冥冥中的被安排。
唯一能改变这些的，就是身边爱你的人。